One of the tasks I have been asked to do so far in 12wbt is set some goals. Sounds easy...but it wasn't and it still isn't.
This request was a couple of weeks ago and I am still struggling with setting these.
Below is the post I made in the 12wbt forums when the task first came out...
"Wow...I can't believe I am finding this so hard to do.
I have just realised that since I first stepped on the scales on July
18th last year and began my weight loss journey I haven't really had any
goals except to lose weight. The funny thing is that I don't even really
have a goal weight, just a number that I plucked out of the air that
sounded like it would be a good approximate area to be in.
Even now as I sit here 42.3kg lighter than when I started I'm finding it difficult to say what I want to do exept lose weight...
I am finding this weird that setting goals is something I can do in my
job without a thought...but for me personally nothing. Maybe it's a fear
of failure...I don't know.
This task has been an eye opener for me and is going to take some real thinking about myself to complete."
Nothing has changed since then except for another 1.7kg loss and I know that the reason is not a fear of failure because I know that I am fully commited to doing this and have been for the last 10 months.
I keep going back to this task and was thinking I need to put something in there and break it down...but now I am not happy with what I put because I know they were not thought out and really true...they were just fillers.
I am going to try and spend the weekend getting this task sorted. I'm dithering and really should have this sorted by now.
Karen
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